I have recently come to the conclusion that I need to grow up. I never quite realized how immature I am. I mean I knew, but never really sat with it until recently. I was at a get together with friends about a week ago and I was the youngest one there. I made a comment that mostly fell flat. There was some laughs but I think it was more laughter out of how appalling I was being rather then being funny.
It was good though because it opened my eyes. It was not a profession scenario but still, I think it says something about my personal growth journey. There are moments when I want to let loose and just be and I think that needs to be kept sacred with my best friend and maybe not with everyone else. I think it values what we have even more. That person you can be fully yourself with without any judgement and just to let it all be. Then there are times when maybe you should hold back a little. Not everyone is meant to get every part of you. Maybe it is good that we collect ourselves in a manner that is more respectable with mixed company.
Either way, the interaction has altered my state of mine in a good way. I think it brings light to who I am currently, who I want to be and what I am looking for. I think it can be a good thing to be more mindful of what you say and how you behave within certain situations.
I am celebrating my 40th birthday today and packing for a trip to Iceland. It is a perfect time to get away, reflect on life and explore a new country. I look forward to this journey and I think it will be a great transition into my next chapter of life. I look forward to sharing my new insights, how I plan to grow more personally and the behavior changes and strategies I will use to get myself to my next goal.
I appreciate all of the love and support for you all. Heres to more growth together! 🥂
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